Sunday, August 5, 2012
One of those days
I often have these days where I cant stop missing my sister and the water works just come out...I woke up to a good day, so I thought. I started feeling alone again and just not important to the people that I thought I would most important too...I try and try again but it's as if my work is never good enough or that it doesn't ever compare to what others do. With my sister it was like she depended on me to do things for her and I always tried my best, though she got mad sometimes it never seemed like It wasn't good enough. I wish my sister was here with me now to comfort me and tell me that everything is okay and that I am strong girl....lol! I never realized what my sister was trying to tell me, I never knew it was her way of preparing me for what was to come. I just cant express how much I miss my sister... :,,,,,,,,,,,,( My life will never be the same.
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:( jaz.. No one will ever understand the pain you go thru. Everyone deals with their pain in different ways. I hope one day you can find strength in yourself as I did. We both lost someone who was huge in our lives. Someone we both depended on a lot! But only you can make yourself feel better. Thats what I had to realize. :( it sucks and some people take a long time to deal with it. But I dunno.. I love you Jaz no matter how big of a butthead you are! ;) I may not be Nelle and I know it wont be the same but I am here and you have my number. Hit me up if ya need me. :) love you! hope I made some kinda sense. Lol
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